I’m picking up where we left off. You might wonder what his thoughts are in all of this.
Trust me, I have been talking and asking all of the questions. I think he was quite shocked at first.
I would probably have been and felt the same way if the things he confessed are true and the other stuff is indeed false.
We have been talking for about an hour each night, and the things that he has made clear is that he wants us to get through this.
I wish I could get through this. I wish that he is the man I fell in love with and the one I hold so close to my heart.
But I feel like I don’t know him anymore.
We are talking about getting some counseling. I do believe that we need that. Even if it is for closure. The next step is for him to talk with his friends and family about all of this.
I am not the only one who should feel ashamed about all of this.
My wish is for him to also contact her, and ask why she is falsely accusing him of all these things.
Infidelity, stalking, physical abuse and so much more.
I think that will help me moving forward.
Right now, I’m really confused about all the emotions. I feel such love for him, and such sorrow.
I hope my next post will have some more clarity.